Sunday 15 November 2009

A tiny speck of hope

We went in to have my hcg levels tested again today. They were at 2100. Not quite double from Friday but Dr. Swedish was still pretty sure we'd be able to locate where the acrobat was today based on those levels. So with trembling legs expecting the worst I got up in the stirrup throne and said hello to Mr. Wand. Two seconds later Dr. Swedish turned the screen towards us and here's what we saw:

Somehow, miraculously there was our acrobat. Right where it's supposed to be. A little small. Not perfectly round. But hanging on. In the right spot. Amazing.

I cried. D cried. And the doctor cried. 

I'm still bleeding, but it is a little less. Still no pain. Next appointment is on Thursday to see if the hcg is still climbing and if the acrobat is growing. We're just taking one day at the time. And today has been a very good day. 

Thank You Mr. Circus Director!

28 comments:

  1. Beautiful! I'll keep praying, hoping, watching, and waiting.

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  2. OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!

    That is amazing!!!

    A true acrobat!

    Keep hanging on baby acrobat!

    Big hugs to you my lovely.
    xx

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  3. It's still there!! Imagine if you had let them give you meds to stop it. I'm so happy for you :) Congrats!!

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  4. I teared up when I saw your photo. Hang in there, brave little acrobat.

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  5. This is fanfreakingtastic news! I'm so relieved for you and your DH. You must be feeling so much better about things for right now. I shudder to think what would have happened if you had taken their advice last week.

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  6. Wonderful news. So glad to hear you had a good day! Hoping for great beta levels on Thursday!

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  7. I cried tooo!!!!! what a beautiful little picture :)
    please, please don't keep us waiting too long!

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  8. You have a little miracle in there! Come on acrobat, hang on and keep growing!

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  9. This is unbelievable news! It's astounding. What a beautiful little speck! Hold on little speck, hold on!!

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  10. So wonderful!! Take it easy and stay strong for the little acrobat!! Fingers crossed the acrobat will continue to grow big and strong!!

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  11. oh my oh my! You have so many pulling for y'all. Come on little acrobat! You can do it!!!

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  12. Prayers in abundance headed your way.

    Hugs,
    Jo

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  13. That's wonderful! My prayers are with you and your little acrobat!

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  14. Yippee...I am so happy for you. Sending more prayers your way !

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  15. omg, what wonderful news!!! i have goosebumps!

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  16. Amazing... and what awesome news! Hang in there little acrobat!

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  17. I just found your blog recently and have been following since then. What an unexpected and truly wonderful discovery! We'll be praying for you all!

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  18. Wipin' my eyes girl! This is awesome, I just knew it! You hang in there and little acrobat is doing just that my friend. xoxoxoxoxoxo

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  19. Such great news!!!!
    I am so happy for you!

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  20. Truely Amazing! Keep hanging on! God bless!

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  21. WooHoo! I know it's still way to early, but I'll do a little dance for you.

    Come on Acrobat. We are all praying for you.

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  22. Oh this is the best news I've heard all day!!! Go Acrobat go!! You've given your mommy scare, now behave!

    All my P&PTs are coming across the Atlantic to you. I'll be praying for even better news on Thursday.

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  23. Oh My Goodness!!!! This is AMAZING!!! I cried when I read this post!! Girl you hang on tight your little one looks great!!! I can't believe it!! We are all praying hard for you and your acrobat!! Good luck and I will be waiting patiently to hear what they say on Thursday!
    ((((HUGS))))

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  24. That's fantastic - I'm praying hard that your little acrobat continues to cling on.

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  25. Amazing! Continuing my thoughts and prayers for you.

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  26. i am just in awe! that is so amazingly wonderful! sneaky little one, you need to stop making us all worry so much about you, most of all your mom and dad.

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!

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  27. SUCH a clever little acrobat!! I am hoping, praying, crossing fingers, toes and everything else - I am sending you all of my positive vibes!! Hang on little one, hang on!!

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